Holding On/Letting Go

We fight to hold on and we fight to let go. It’s a little ironic, isn’t it. To completely let go and let God is the hardest battle I have continued to fight my entire life. To be so caught up in what we want is a hard cycle to break. Is it what he wanted you to do though. The moment I asked God to take over my life and drive is the day I felt as if I was fighting for my life. One damn thing after another. It’s disheartening to say the least. So here comes the it is what it is mindset.

At the beginning I asked God to use me. To lead me down the path he intended me to be on and glorify his name. To remove any malicious people with bad intentions toward me or my life. Let me just say boy did I see the light. The light that didn’t burn. Sorta ironic isn’t it. The lord has showed me things that I can’t begin to explain while allowing me to work on myself. Life is tough people. Just because someone may look a certain way or carry themselves a certain way doesn’t mean they are not struggling somewhere. Always be kind regardless, you just never know what a person may be dealing with.

If you don’t know it already, you are called period. Called to do greatness to glorify God. If you are uncertain you have to have that relationship first. Putting God on the mountain where he belongs and well the climb is painful but necessary. I know who I am and what my goals are because he showed me the way. He showed me exactly who he intended me to be. And nobody will stand in my way ever again.

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