Upside Down

This is a feeling that I have experienced many times and have known it all too well. Feeling upside down in life. Like being out of line in some area. Until I gave my life to God completely, I felt this way. To be changed from the inside out through him is what turned my life right side up. What I wanted for my life was irrelevant at that point because it had not worked at all. I was so broken 💔 😭. Broken is not something that I would ever wish for anyone to feel, nor is this the want of our Father. When the realization of this hits you and how the operation of self has dictated your life up until this broken point, upside is not an option anymore. I prayed to my Father to take away everything and everyone not of him out of my life. To mold me and shape me into what he intended for me to be for his kingdom for his glory. At this point, I did not care what or who I lost because if it was not from him, I didn’t want it. For me, this was not just about me it was a pursuit for all of humanity as that is what he called us all to do. To walk in dignity with his sword of truth that was written for us to follow and pursue. To love enough to spread that truth and that love for all to benefit. To be a walking example of what a person can go through but still triumph through. This world that we live in is wicked. Wicked in more ways than one, and that is because so many have bought into the ways of this world, which are sins. Idolatry, adultery, murder, greed, selfishness, envy, lies, and being deceptive. My former self operated in such ways, but the prayer that changed this changed me from the inside out. What a wake-up call that was, and it is a daily work in progress. Put God first, and in everything you do, do it for him just as if he would have done. Ask him to change you if you may feel upside down in your journey and let him do the work inside of you. Acceptance is key. You must accept him and let him work to make you free. I pray everyone can find themselves right side up with God as their conductor on this ride we call life. Call apon his name, and you shall be saved. Let him mold you from the inside out today he is just one prayer away. Stay Blessed y’all 🙌