Afflictions are Many

We were all born into sin. Shaped and molded by mostly things of this world. Our molding starts in the home, and whatever is passed down usually keeps on going unless we make the decisions to change along the way. Sadly, lots of homes have been morally dead for generations. But the change can start with the person today. Afflictions are many with men but can be wiped away clean by our Heavenly Father. There is not one person on the planet that this does not apply to as we were all born into this sinful world. It is easy to get wrapped up and go the easiest way out. It’s a harder path when implementing these correctly in life as we live today. I personally can attest that I have been hit left and right and from side to side ever since I really dug deep and really started implementing the biblical way to be, how we were created to be. When the rose colored glasses fall off your eyes and you see through spiritual lenses, everything and everyone looks different. If you don’t know God, I highly suggest you get to know him because the times are not good now. We all have Affliction and many at that, but the free will choice is yours to make to turn things around. He will wipe all those away and renew you and mold you into the person he created you to be. Drop the ways of this world, and the love of money is the root cause of all sins. That by itself will lead a person down a path of destruction in more ways than one. Repent to him and come clean, forgive those that have caused pain, and move with God the rest of your days. Through him, you can be set free of any pain and misery. My prayer is for all to find him today. Let him wipe your afflictions away.


Church Leaders

I write on things that cross my mind because, frankly, lines of communication are closed due to personal reasons. Church leaders should lead by example, not manipulating people to believe a certain way. I will not shut up or be quite on spreading the gospel because I am a woman with a past not ideal. The only person I am here to please is God, and that’s it and spread the good seeds of hope. Better come out of those prideful ways because that is one thing God hates is pride. I am humble, and I have always been as I learned from the best of being the way. God has humbled me more than once in my life, but I will always continue forward with my head held high. As church leaders should lead by example and not in court rooms with unforgiveness in their hearts because of being vengeful. Deacons should be honorable men who lead their house as they should not because they are long-time family friends. Churches should be utilized from a heartfelt biblical standpoint. All of this is in the Bible. It can’t be made up, only translated wrong. Vengeance is not something a church leader should participate in and placing leaders in undeserving positions according to their friendship status. We as Christians have got to get it together for his glory, not ours. Say what you will about me, but I know I’m covered by the blood and pray everyone finds their way home. To be vengeful regardless of the circumstances is not christ like, so try acting accordingly. That may be a little direct, but it’s the truth, and I will stand firm on it. Stay Blessed y’all 🙌


History has always been something I enjoyed. The importance of it is highly underrated for this journey in life. Good history and bad history are the same as we take lessons from it all, depending on the perspective of a person. Oh, the dangers of a single perspective. Searching out through ancestry, I found that my family was all mixed up. My intentions on starting this were to learn about my Native American heritage that was told through stories in my family. I learned a lot and mostly learned just how many mixed up heritages I have. The native heritage that I have is very little, but obvious through my personality because of the passions that I have. You will find out a lot about yourself through analysis of your passions. Money is not one of those and I am more of the helper type. The wanting to make differences for the good regardless of what this world says. My heart is there because God says that is where it should be, with him the God of Love. The best love story that was ever written was the one that he sent his Son to die for us to give us that chance. I have a firm belief in his love for us all, but the choice is ours to make, free will. I pray we all make that decision to move forward in our lives because he is the only way to true peace and true happiness. Stay Blessed y’all 🙌

Trial and Error

That seems to have been a cycle that I refuse to keep going round and round in, trial and error. Intentions are everything behind actions, whether those are understood or not. When you develop a relationship with God, your eyes will open in a way that they were not before. He really has a funny way of showing a person, too, but I am thankful for it all. My life has been based on lessons the average person doesn’t experience, and I am finally okay with that. The last few years for me have been a struggle because, well, I really have had to lean on the Lord more than ever. Due to many different areas in my life. We all have the ability to establish this relationship with him, but as individuals, it is ultimately our choice. There comes a time when the fighter deserves to be fought for. Some things are out of our hands, and with his help, he will help a person discern what they are. That’s why I am at peace in an unusual way that most can’t understand. The things that I have learned through life have been due to trial and error, not something that is learned in school. My experiences make me a special kind of daughter in his eyes, and that is all that matters. My confidence in the Lords ability to bring what is needed toward me has been based on my experiences, and that can’t be taken away from me. My goodness is known from my heart, and my intentions have and will always be good, precisely why I will always be taken care of by him. Some may say free spirit, but I say purpose. Purpose for the greater good, not selfish reasons. I will no longer be manipulated into playing the game of thinking otherwise. It’s hard to understand when you aren’t in the same book. So, to those who may feel discouraged in any area, just think trial and error. It’s not over until he says so, and that is the almighty word. Be encouraged that through him, trials and errors only make us stronger. Stay Blessed y’all 🙌


God is strength, and without him, we are nothing. The Creator our God, of all things, thought enough of each and every one of us to create us for a purpose. A relationship with him is what will give us strength to carry on through past transgressions or life in general. For example, I am a creative person in many areas so therefore I can reach the unreachable that others can not. We as society have been molded to fit a grand narrative not placed on us by God. Built on hate, greed, jealousy, envy, and pride. Of which all of these because of the negativity ultimately leads to destruction. Why follow suit to this when the alternative is so much better and more peaceful. We look to things for strength in so many areas that will ultimately lead to destruction if they are on the negative side of the spectrum. A change of perspective and a change of actions is needed for us as a human race to continue surviving. Surviving at its finest is found with God as a relationship with him is needed to continue forward in this cruel world. My prayers go out to every single living being on this entire planet that we wake up and realize the peace we all seek is found with God through our Lord and savior Jesus Christ. Recognize he was the sacrifice that he sent on this earth to be a living model to do good and be good and to be fishermen for our father. Fishermen, for the glorious kingdom, he promised us all ultimately. All is borrowed here as none will take anything with you, but what is carried in your soul. The good we send and put back. All of his creations should be protected and given respect. As one is no better than the other. So if strength is what you may be looking for today, my prayer is that you seek God for that strength. Easy it is not because tests will surely come after that. The rewards are worth so much more, though. The peace and love that is received can only come from our Father, which art in heaven. May his arms wrap around you. Stay Blessed y’all 🙌


Heartbreak, whatever the case may be, is hard to deal with on your own. God makes everything possible to deal with, no matter the circumstances we may face. Grief is one of the hardest battles to fight when you haven’t been raised to lean on our Father for support. Many lose battles due to grief because they will try to replace the void with things of this world. That was what I did when I lost my daddy. I didn’t know how to deal with things, and I took the most convenient route at the time. Nobody tried to understand or seemed to care enough to. And that is a low place to be when the only support system you felt like you had was gone. I wasn’t taught by my parents to lean toward God, but I also realized that they were not taught that ither. Everyone who is still alive today is in their learning journey. Don’t hold on to anger or hostility toward each other, especially families, because we are all still in school per say. We just honestly never know what tomorrow holds. This is the place where we learn better and be better, and there is no in between. The in between is doubt and fear and is something we should not even entertain, and if we do and are still here, you should be damn proud of still having breathe in your lungs. I know I am proud of what I have overcome, but I only did it due to God’s Grace and Mercy. Nothing I ever did was alone because he has always been there with me whether I realized it or not. God is the only reason I am still here today. For a purpose, and that is my mission. To fish for men for his kingdom by planting seeds near and far. Before, I never knew, but the establishment of my relationship with him brought me to this truth. I pray everyone is able to find their way back home to our Father. Peace and Love ❤️ no more war. I hope the realization of just how blessed you truly are dawns on each and everyone of us in the biggest way possible. 🙏 Stay Blessed y’all 🙌

Treading Backwards

Healing requires treading backward internally. If life hasn’t given a person the best circumstances, those circumstances must be healed. A person has to forgive whatever it is, making them look back or trigger them. In the past year, I personally had to stop and analyze my life. The mistakes that I have made both due to my actions and others. Forgiveness is what has to be done in order to move forward rightfully. Treading backward in your mind is not easy because confrontation of hurt is not easy, but it is worth it. It’s worth every stab in the back you may have received or whatever the case may be. As far as relationships go, I have had my fair share of those, but rest assured when I say that I don’t tread backward into those again, I don’t I never have. Past is past, and all have been both blessings and lessons for me. When I go forward, that is exactly what I will do, forward movement. Not that I don’t care, but I know my worth, in God’s eyes. Before, I was unknowingly aware of this, but now I am fully aware. All my life, the trials that I have faced have shaped me into exactly who he wanted me to be for his purpose. So, I am thankful for them all. I hold no resentment toward anyone. That is why I am at peace now. Peace with it all regardless of what it was. When we figure out it’s not about us at all but for him and his purpose, ultimately, you will succeed in life. God has always made a way for me and always will. Stuff can be replaced, and it doesn’t mean nothing in the end. Through Jesus Christ, we can find the purpose of our being. Only through him will it be done successfully 👌 💯 So if you haven’t found a relationship with God, I pray that you do and you water it the way you should. His love never will leave or forsake you, nor will it die. Seek, and you shall find. Behold, he stands at the door and knocks. Stay blessed, y’all 🙌


Finding God through Jesus Christ is all that is needed. That is when enough is enough. No sin is greater than the other, and nobody is ever too dirty to be cleaned by the blood of the Lamb. That was his purpose to come, show us how to live and give us all that chance. What is sewn is what will reap in life. Nobody is better than the other when it comes to sin as one is no greater than the next. It is sin. Stop running and just accept him. Running from bad decisions or whatever the case may be. Repenting to him and changing your ways is all that is needed is between the person and Our Father. Change and doing better in this world makes it hard because of all the evil in it. Our society has literally been built with pure evil, and it’s sad. My life has not been based on the best decisions, but he has always brought me through and has always been by my side. Perfection doesn’t exist, but I strive to do my best at whatever I do and with the best intentions, regardless of the side eyed glances. To get to a place of peace is not an easy task, and I am harder on myself than I should be. Men need to find out what it is a man should be, and women should do the same.. Women and men are supposed to come together as one and fulfill a purpose set forth for God’s glory. Until things change and are done as he intends life will be chaotic because it is not according to his will. One woman and one man is what it says, not whoever you want whenever. It doesn’t work like that. When the feeling of not enough creeps in just know you are enough in his eyes. Enough so much so that if his plans are followed, happiness will proceed as he intends. Two people have to be on the same page, and if they aren’t, it’s doomed. The people that have come in and out of my life have one thing in common, and that is the questioning of God’s existence. Out of all the things that I have been through, I never have ever dared question him nor will I ever. My belief will never be swayed by unbelievers, and I have always and will always be okay because regardless, he has never left me. God is alive and lives in everyone and everything, and I pray that everyone finds their Enough and that is only with God our creator our everything. Peace be with all in his world of Enough. Stay Blessed y’all 🙌

Trama and Triggers

With God All Things Are Possible. Through my journey, my lessons have not came easy, as with all human beings, regardless of the free will choice to actually stop, slow down and really exam the emotions. Emotions that one feels on the negative side play a vital role in the trigger of an unhealed trama that one may have. Since God is the Root of our being we should act in a way that he instructed in the beginning. He was and still is the forgiving, loving, God that created us and everything surrounding us, for our benefit. The negative side is the one that doesn’t want us to move as he intends for us to move, for his greater good and purpose. Therefore when the mind feels under attack that hindrance is not of God. God wants the best for us all but the work has to be done through a heart felt free will choice. Forgive the people that mishandled situations that transpired in your life. To sit back and look and realize that they were unhealed and looking for their identity just as it was with you, is the biggest load off the shoulders ever. This world is full of people and their mistakes and when the acknowledgement comes that this is our training ground for God’s greater purpose things will be seen more clearly. He said thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven, the Lords Prayer. Resentment is something that is no longer held in my heart for anyone as I want to see us all at his table. That is loving one another and in a big way. Mistakes are a big part of life and learning from those is how we grow in spirit. The world today that has been built is not in spirit but in self. Slow down get to know yourself on a deeper level and accept people as they are because on their time-line they will heal when they make that choice to make the change for the better, free will choice. The acceptance of our Lord God, through his sacrifice of his only son is what makes it possible. My opinion on the control that has been used through religion will not change as my swimming on this issue has been in the deep down bottomless pit of this life. The history left behind for us as humans has been misrepresented and misused for selfish reasons of control of whatever the case may have been or still is. It’s actually pretty simple but we let our flesh stand in the way of lots of things. Our needs and wants that are not on a spiritual level. God has a purpose for all pain and all struggles but we as humans have to take on the initiative to discover what they may be. Life on earth is nothing short of hard because of society and what we have been molded into believing or thinking. Change has been my middle name because my identity was not found until he picked me up and carried me, speaking of God. Before my actions were different but now my voice has been found through my prayers and my gifts. My acceptance of less than what my God wants for me and his kingdom will not do as moving with him is what will be done. My worth stands just as it always will, regardless of other people. I cannot stress enough to heal your hearts as we never know the time that is left. Move with God and his intentions and see how life will transform right before the world to see. Thought you knew me think again as God is in my story now and has been from the beginning. My stubbornness has caused me to learn the hard way. Once I was blind but now I see, so much more for the whole world to see. Stay Blessed y’all 🙌


Appreciation and being grateful goes hand in hand. Slow down and take a look around and gives thanks for what is present in your life. The people, the places, and the things. The smaller things that we take for granted in life, mean the most in the end. What we were able to do or to give to others. It’s not what we buy because ultimately that will rot away. Above all these things the most important is Love. Love for all and for everything that God has given us from the beginning of time. You can’t mistreat people and expect them to keep giving a part of themselves that they will never get back. You can keep mistreating our natural habitat and except her to keep giving back. The things that will have by the grace of God can’t be mistreated because they too will soon have an end. We have to give in order to receive. We can’t keep taking from our environment because of greed and personal gain. We need to stop and start giving back. Put nature back, giving more than we take. Give back to people even if they can’t give back to you, a difference and an example is set through kindness. We have to do the work because the grace of God is what enables us to be able to still be here to do the work. For him, his glory, his purpose. My perspective on life is different than most and I am finally okay with that. I have carried shame for a big part of my life due to my actions and decisions that I have made through my journey but no more. I am who I am and that is who he made me to be and silent is not included in that. My fears crippled me many times in the past but no more. For my God has overcame it all and what pain he endured for all of us. Give back unselfishly and see what transpires. We all have the choice ultimately to do what’s right so choose wisely and reap the benefits of God Almighty. Stay Blessed y’all 🙌